stop thinking that you're not in the wrong because you don't even know that you are in the wrong while people AROUND YOU know that you're in the wrong so you can try to reflect what have you done wrong to THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU because someone else is just replacing someone else to give you a punishment SO stop feeling angry and start thinking about what you have done to HER and not HER.
Pissed.
Princess 10:32 PM;
Sunday, January 03, 2010
So yeah. Morning was um. Bad at first then okay in the end. Glad it's all over. I managed to catch up with the progress. ^^
So I just saw the timetbale today. OH wow. Shan't make any comments anymore.
So yeah. School starts tomorrow.
Princess 9:54 PM;
Saturday, January 02, 2010
I'm nervous for tomorrow morning. )): How! And tomorrow I'll STILL BE SAYING : I'm nervous for tomorrow morning. Haish. I'm always nervous. How sad can this be?
So sad.
But at least monday morning won't be as nervous as TOMORROW morning. So yeah. I'm more afraid of TOMORROW MORNING than monday morning.
Conclusion: I'm nervous for BOTH MORNINGS. DONE.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Cass CF haven't come out yet! ))): It'll release in EARLY JANUARY WHICH IS BETWEEN 1ST TO 15TH JAN. Hopefully it'll release tomorrow so I can successfully resist the temptation of checking on the news after school everyday thinking *Is the CF released today? OMG I need to check!*
Training today was HAHAHHAHAHAA. Me and Esther were scared like mad cos we thought we're gonna lose the ball but in the end we won. Somehow. It's like, we're running left and right when playing with Luo Na. We dashed right and left and I even hopped twice on my right leg to chiong from left box to right box and hit the ball with my BACKHAND. YES, STANDING AT RIGHT BOX AND USING BACKHAND. Woah. I thought I was gonna either, sprain my ankle or get scolding from coach chen cos I'M USING BACKHAND when I'm OBVIOUSLY supposed to use forehand. Good thing none happened^^ OHOH. and both of us started from the last table and we're super sad. Esther was scolding my bat for being unlucky cos we ended at the last table and need to play against CHEN YING CHAO. haha. I don't know why but for some reasons coach switched us to the first table. HAHAH SO HAPPY.
OMG HOWWW. TOMORROW MORNING!!!!!! AHHHHH. GO JIEYING!
Princess 9:04 PM;
Friday, January 01, 2010
WHEE~ Eun Hye won 2 awards last night! Stood by the forum for latest updates yesterday haha. was super happy ^^ Couldn't sleep well last night. Maybe because of...
1. It was after 12am. I'm hyper. 2. Too happy that Eun Hye won 2 awards (Best Couple and Popularity Award)^^ 3. Cass CF might come out today. 4. I took a nap in the afternoon.
So,IT' A NEW YEAR. Yeah. NEW year. Quoted from my JANUARY 1,2009 post, here are my LAST YEAR'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS. 1)Study hard. 2)Study harder.LOL. 3) Play tabletennis better. (Oh man) 4) CIP hours more More MORE!
and apparently, sad to say,
I obviously DIDN'T achieve the 2nd point. And maybe the 1st one too. and the 4th point. OH, and I'll include the 3rd one too. Yeah. NONE is achieved. Sad case.
Okay fine. to make myself happier, I'll take it as I've achieved the 1st and the 3rd one. Seriously, I don't even know whether did I improve in tabletennis anot luh. Studying hard. Hmm. At least I improved in my level position.
So, THIS YEAR'S new year resolutions...
1. Study hard. 2. Play table tennis better 3. Read at least a chinese book and an english book every month. 4.DON'T check on K-POP stuffs during weekdays. ONLY on weekends. (Self control jieying. CONTROL) 5. Practice piano at least once per week 6. Drink at least 2 litres of water per day 7. Workout at least 3 times per week 8. Sleep early
Okay. I'm done. I still left half of my bao zhang bao dao to finish.
Princess 11:24 AM;
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
EUN HYE AND NICHKHUN = HOTNESS OVERLOAD
You don't know how much am I looking forward to Cass Beer CF which has Eun Hye and Nichkhun and Taecyeon(but I didn't see him in the cf pics) which will be shown in early Jan 2010. I went like, woah Woah WOAH when I saw the cf pics today! Just like Sandara and Min Ho it'll be a music drama OMO OMO OMO! And I might watch KBS drama award on 31st december! ^^ OMO CAN'T WAIT!
HYPERVENTILATING! ^^ WHEE~
I really want you out of my mind. I'm trying to hate you now. I'm trying to be sensitive to what you said to me. I'm trying.
Princess 8:20 PM;
Sunday, December 27, 2009
I'm back. Shall highlight this trip ^^
At wuyishan, I did physical training can. Climbed 2 mountains in a day ^^ I was singing while climbing to distract myself. Deston was super cute can omg seriously! At the 1st xiamen hotel, realised there's a software or idk what that is called, that got alot of movies and dramas and TV shows. I was so happy you know. Watched Vineyard Man^^ Sadly the hotel at wuyishan doesn't have it. ): I was praying and praying there will be one at the 2nd Xiamen hotel and OMG IT HAS! I was super happy. AGAIN. Watched Vineyard Man and Eun Hye on X-MAN the variety show. HILARIOUS.
At Fuzhou's relative house. I haven even settle myself and JUST put down my luggage Hong Hao gave me a laptop to use for the 5 days. Thanks. Then it was DINNER. OMG I NEARLY CRIED DURING DINNER CAN. there are 18 dishes in total. 18. Some days later Hong Hao brought me around the town on his motorcycle. So cool ^^ Last day, went to watch Bodyguards and Assassin with Hong Ye, Hong Hao and my bro. Super nice can that show ^^ Hong Ye super funny when we're shopping at the mall. Her expression so cute! Last night, was super malu Malu MALU. sneaked down to the 2nd floor to return Hong Hao money for the notebooks. Creaped into his room, gonna reach the door alr.. Hong Hao: 你干嘛? Me:*Stunned.My position is very awkward can*给你东西 Hong Hao:什么?不是钱吧? Me:*Shakes head*手拿出来 Hong Hao: *takes out his hands* Me:*Place the money nicely in his hands and chionged up the stairs as fast as I could, thinking that it will take a while to realised it's money cos the place is dark* Hong Hao:喂你干吗给我钱?*Chase after me...I was gonna reach the 3rd floor alr can* *OH YEAH. FORGOT TO TELL HIM WHAT'S THE MONEY FOR. I BET HE FORGOT ALR.* Me:买笔记本的 Somehow he was right behind me alr. Seriously ah, I run very fast already leh. But anyway, I was trapped at a corner. Okay. I lost. Hong Hao: 还给你,拿着。还给你,拿着。。。X 1273652378 Yeah. Idk how many times he said that. So yeah. I lost the battle. ): Sad case. Thanks loads 姑妈 for waking up early in the morning to cook our breakfast on the last day that meant well wishes for us.Stay healthy, really. Though I couldn't communicate with her, she held on to my hands very tightly once I got down the car on the first day. I guess I shall try to learn the dialect someday. Maybe Sharon can teach me ^^ So I can communicate with 姑妈 the next time when I go back. Not 9 years anymore, hopefully soon.
Princess 9:56 PM;
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I sneezed 87632147633 times today. omg seriously. I keep on sneezing and sneezing from the mrt to the dental clinic, from dental clinic all the way back home, in the bathroom, and after eating the medicine, and now I'm still sniffing. Omg. Having a bad headache.
I gave up on finishing my homework before I go China. Packed my luggage alr ^^ OH dental today was omg. Super painful )): I was so scared that I'll sneeze halfway through or something. That would be so malu. ): Went 'forever 21' at somerset after my dental appointment today. Went searching for clothes hahah. Spot some that Eun Hye wore in Take Care of The young lady ^^ I feel dizzy now )): Yeah. As some people might know, once I have a runny nose I'll look as if I cried or something. Yeap, my eyes are tearing )): HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA NG! DONGBANG LOVES YOU!
Princess 6:26 PM;
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
I finally finished 2 paras for my ss homework! hahaha though not sure whether I did them correctly anot ): Currently watching 'You're Beautiful'. These few days idk why but I'm always very high at home. I started laughing and literally going 'HA.HA.HA' while pointing to the screen WHILE watching 'You're Beautiful'. At some parts of the show luh. When I'm alone in the room. hehehe. If not my mum will think I'm crazy or something. ): The show is nice and funny. ^^ Went training yesterday night at Safra. The hall is like, super hot and stuffy can. Good thing they turn on the air-con later. ^^ I lost to my brother's friend's dad, then to one little boy, and then won an OLDER boy. I nearly started laughing while playing the last match. hahaha. saw Yu Wei laughing at the side while watching. LOL. When playing with...I think is the little boy ba. Super nervous idk why. Little Boy: *Serves out* Me: *Gave the UWAH LUCKY face* (I think coach chen saw it) My turn to serve. Me: *Serves out* Me: OH SHEET. *Looks at coach chen* Coach Chen: *Gave the WHAT YOU DOING face* I feel so wasted you know. Then got into the usual "I'M EUN CHAN" debate with Yu Wei hahaha. Self proclaimed 2ND EDITION. ^^ And Yu Wei claims she's the 1.5 edition. RIGHT. But I'll still win. You know why. ^^
I re-watching Goong at night nowadays. Keep watching the part where Eun Hye did exercise with the hula hoop. Really I watched for I don't know how many times alr. Keep smiling to myself every time I watch it. Seriously her face is omg so cute.
9 more days to China. And I'll be back to visit my relatives after 9 YEARS.
Princess 9:26 PM;
Monday, December 07, 2009
Both my arms are aching. )): Especially my left arm. OMG. Cos, I went to learn how to ride a bike yesterday! And I fell. I totally forgot something called 'brake' existed. So since I JUST STARTED LEARNING, I didn't manage to go straight and went all the way to the side, good thing there isn't any drain. I mean, the drains there are those shallow shallow ones luh. Not the deep deep ones. So I fell, and like, banged my whole body to the ground across that small and shallow drain, on my right leg and arm. No wonder it aches like mad now. )): My dad was trying to stop the bike and fell too. Sorry dad. )): Good thing there isn't any deep scars. Just one on my palm and the other on my left leg. Gotta go and learn again next week!
I started watching 'You're beautiful' already. Nice (: Shall watch 2 episodes everyday, according to my plan. ^^
Princess 4:56 PM;
Friday, December 04, 2009
Went to send my brother off at the airport for SEA Games in the morning. Was super tired. Yawned 43876213 times. Reached home at around 8am? then used the computer, thinking that I got load of time cos my dental appointment is at 10.20am. But then Mr Ang messaged me to tell me reach school at 9.30am. Okay. I'm fine with it. So yeah. I used the computer until like, 9am, then hurriedly got ready to get out of the house. Boarded the bus and WAS LATE. As in, it's already 9.25am. So I chionged to school and up the sports hall and down again to the foyer. 9.35am. Oh lucky he not there yet. Saw Gerry and started playing the piano. Was sweating like mad. Later Vanessa Ng came to join us. Then Mr Ang came at around 9.50am. Went dental appointment later and then stayed in school. And it started to rain. THANKS AND SORRY HEMA! Thanks for sharing the umbrella with me. Sorry for getting you wet. ): So, my phone SORT OF spoilt when I came home cos it's WET. Now okay alr. Lucky.
OH. I saw this video and Eun Hye and Man Suk sing super nice can. When they duet it's super nice omg omg.the song itself is nice too. OMG. Somemore they sang right after they won the best couple award. Seriously. So cool!
Princess 6:23 PM;
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Haha I find myself so hilarious Gues what. I was re-watching Take Care of the Young Lady just now. Just a few eps and some scenes luh. Then I watched the one when they were at the rooftop that part. Gonna break-up soon. Yeah, I re-watched that scene again (Yes Pearlyn Ser, AGAIN). That scene was the one that I cried the most. Seriously. So, I re-watched it again, Surprisingly I didn't cry.(I was already half way through) Was proud of myself you know. BUT once after Dong Chan said "Saranghae", it immediately zoomed to Hye Na, which is Eun Hye, crying. Really. She was crying so badly. I was looking through blogs while watching the show AND thinking 'Oh Yes I didn't cry!'. So it's like, I just went back to the window, pressed play, and the "saranghae" part came out. And before I knew it, my eyes are like, full of tears. Haha, it's THAT influential. I'm THAT sensitive. LOL.
Next thing! I'm re-watching Goong HAHAHA. So I watched until like, around 11pm yesterday. It's not VERY late but I still don't have enough sleep. ): Woke up at 7am today for training at Chung Cheng High. I got the "Should I skip it feel" cos seriously, I'm TIRED.So yeah, met the others at TPY interchange before setting off to the school. Reached the basement training hall that might cause a heat stroke for some people cos it's SUPER times 3432876328752198369 stuffy/hot/warm there. First match was, Idk. I wasn't really, AWAKE cos of the stuffy environment. Mind wasn't working well you see. So my opponent went like, Girl: What's your rubber? Me: Zhong1 Jiao1. You? Girl: Duan3 Jiao1. I went like, "OMG. Duan3 Jiao1 how to play uh?" Obviously I didn't SAY IT. But I think I gave the totally confused look. Good thing I got used to her rubber in the end but still, lost 2-3. Sad. After training went Parkway Parade to eat! Then Homed. Gonna wake up early tomorrow to send my brother off for SEA Games! And going to Cedar Primary for dental appointment and then to school to pass AND COLLECT things from Mr Ang.
Princess 7:19 PM;
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
It's 1st December! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! Hope you'll stay happy forever and keep smiling! Thanks for EVERYTHING. Really.
Didn't practice the piano today. ): So shall go and write the notes on the paper later! Shan't let the 4 years of learning go to waste. ^^
I like the song 'No Boundaries'! (: The lyrics is so nice (:
Cos there's nothing between you and your dreams
I don't dare to cry infront of them anymore
Princess 9:31 PM;
Sunday, November 29, 2009
My right arm is so paaaaaaain ): I finished reading the pages for social studies homework (:But haven't started on the essay yet. I started learning "Bo Go Ship Da" on the piano! Somehow I was thinking of random stuffs while writing the notes on the piano script. Sad random stuffs. And every time I'll come to the same conclusion: To be better than him! (: Oh and huifen jiejie's aunt bought kimchi back from Korea few weeks ago! Just opened the packet today. HAHA. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ YESTERDAY. Open House! Went round the hall with Yu Wei to give our our souvenirs. Then with Eugenia and Pearlyn Ng. The went back to the booth. When the people in the hall gets lesser and lesser, me, Yi Chen, Hong Pei, Rong Qi and Melissa were like, idk what HAHA. Me and Hong Pei were like pulling each other's shoes. Then after that we all start making each other laugh hahaha
Hong Pei was like trying to make Melissa laugh by massaging her shoulders. Hong Pei: Ey Jie Ying see! She didn't laugh leh. (Previously Hong Pei did that on me and I went laughing like crazy) Me: She got meat what. Rong Qi(to Melissa): Haha she say you got meat! Melissa: You no meat meh! Me: HUH? Rong Qi: HAHAHAHAHAHA
While poking each other, Me: *Pokes Rong Qi* EH OMG YOU GOT ABS LEH! Melissa: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH GOT MEH! *Pokes her* Rong Qi: Got meh? Melissa: FATS LUH. Me: Hard hard one leh. Hong Pei: RIBCAGE LOR. Me: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
idk why but I find these hilarious.
After that I was trapped between Hong Pei and Yi Chen. They both threatened to tickle me lor. So bad! ): ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I need to spent 1 to 2 hours reading books. Everyday. I need to practice piano for 1 hour. Everyday. I need to finish at least 1 schoolwork. Everyday. I want to only spend 2 hours on Dramas/fanfics. Everyday. (Which means I can't do marathon anymore) I want to only spend 1 hour updating myself on news/stoning/any other things I can do. Everyday.
Idk why am I listing these down but. It's some kind of goal. ^^ I shall go to sleep now. Early right. For some reasons I'm super tired. Woke up at like 10.20am this morning, slept for around 1.5 hours in the afternoon. Woah. But yeah, shall prepare for tomorrow. First day of my plan.
Princess 9:43 PM;
Friday, November 27, 2009
Went new campus yesterday. Quite nice. ^^. Reached there earlier. After touring around, Went back to foyer and then I heard "OH SHEET!" Voice sounds familiar. Turned around and, OH. IT'S BLOSSOM. She looks like she's busy so I didn't go up to say hi. After meeting Ying Chao, Pearlyn and Eugenia, We stoned somewhere near the foyer. Blossom walked past me. Blossom:HEY JIEYING!*Continues to walk* Me:Hi Blossom. ... Blossom: OH SHEET! Me: Ey Blossom, I've heard you said SHEET for two times to alr THIS MORNING you know. Blossom: HUH OMG SERIOUS.
Haha Might not seem funny from here but the way she said it is so funny luh haha omg.
We used back the old sports hall for training. Apparently they didn't change anything other than painting it. So hot there can. I spent idk how long to choose my desktop background. Too many choices of Eun Hye's pictures to choose alr. I decided to watch Wife's temptation on the com. Should I watch until I follow the TV and continue to the TV? Or should I chiong that 150+ eps on the com? Idk. If I continue on TV, I need to literally CHIONG home to watch it after training. ): But then there will be something to look forward to every school day. (Just like likeable or not!) But then I feel like watching 2 dramas at one time so I can um. idk. feel more accomplished? AIYO IDK LUH.
Princess 9:24 PM;
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Yeap. She has grown up already.
Yep she's on the chinese newspaper today. Regarding the pictures she took for Vogue Korea.I thought is for advertising 'Puma' winter clothings but, ANYWAY. SHE'S ON THE NEWSPAPER TODAY. So nice! I woke up at 11.30am(Again.) and went to the kitchen to have my LUNCH. Was in the half-asleep mode until I flip the newspaper. Then I saw Eun Hye's picture. I thought I was still in my dreams or something cos I saw that pic a few days ago alr. So I stared at that pic for like I duno how long until I realised, "OH. OH. OH! OMG SHE'S ON THE NEWSPAPER!" Then my heart went like OMG OMG OMG. Then I read the article. (: Whee~
I need to OFFICIALLY start on my holiday homework already. I haven't START on it cos I went Taiwan, and after that there was Farewell. And in less than a month I'm flying to China. (: I haven't been practicing the piano nowadays. ): Haven't learn 'Bo Go Ship Da' yet. )): Tmr got training.At new campus. OH WAIT. STILL NEED TO REACH SCHOOL EARLY FOR OPEN HOUSE PREPARATION. Oh. I'm gonna watch 'The Vineyard Man' later so I can lend Pearlyn Ser tmr since she's complaining she got NO SHOW TO WATCH NOW. I'm such a nice person right. OMG 'The Vineyard Man' is seriously hilarious. OMG Thinking of it makes me laugh now. OMG HAHAHAA.
Princess 9:04 PM;
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Something to add. I wasn't pissed with Mr Ang the other day. As in. I wasn't TOTALLY pissed with him that day. I was pissed with myself. AND ANOTHER PERSON. She cheated me again. And acted as if I'M IN THE FRIGGING WRONG. I don't know when can I ever rant this frigging truth, including her name, out on my blog, or just tell someone. Cos some people read my blog. And they won't believe it and might just tell HER. SHE might have told them HER SIDE OF STORY, so made it as if I AM IN THE WRONG. Maybe THEY read my blog some other day and saw this post and KNOW what I'm talking about HER, or maybe, THEY already suspected something fishy and FINALLY KNOW WHO SHE IS but COULDN'T BELIEVE I LOOK AT HER IN SUCH A NEGATIVE WAY. Oh whatever. I'm just gonna stop ranting about THIS and look at things positively. And be nice to everyone. Even HER. JUST LIKE EUN HYE (:. Nice heart.
Princess 9:53 PM;
You're my every, my everything;
Chalet! First night. Slept at 3.10am and woke up at 4am. While others except yuwei(who coffee prince-ed with me), slept at 2am. OH Esther and Pei Wen slept earlier than that. Omg I watched the show and hyperventilated until I fell to the ground while sitting on the bed. OMG THAT HAIRSTYLE WHICH EUN HYE TIES A SUPER SMALL PONYTAIL ON THE TOP OF HER HEAD IS FRIGGING CUTE. I was spazzing like some mad woman on the loose and Yu Wei was laughing like hell. And I was ALSO the one who started saying "SHHHH..." to not wake the others up. But apparently the next morning I realised everyone in the room know that we were hyper-ing. Sorry! But seriously I NEARLY went up to kiss the screen haha.
Next morning was in the half asleep mode.Didn't manage to see sunrise. )):Bought breakfast and went back to the room to eat.Watched movie until ALL of us fell asleep. 9.30am. Woke up and went cycling! Cycled behind Hong Pei on a 2-person-bike cos IDON'TKNOWHOWTORIDEABICYCLE. Woo so cool. Didn't need to control much just make sure I don't exert too much force on one side can alr. That's why I feel like sleeping AGAIN.
And Yu Wei has been saying she's EUN CHAN(Eun Hye in Coffee Prince) at the beach the first night when we're at the beach. PLEASE LUH I'M EUN CHAN OKAY. Haha then I'll use the usual reason "Eh I same birthday as her leh" then Yu Wei got nothing to say alr. MUAHA. OH and I manage to kiss the screen when we watch Coffee Prince again on the second day. Before the whole place floods with people. Actually I didn't KISS the screen luh. Just put my face damn close to the screen with Eun Hye's face on it(THE CUTE HAIRSTYLE!) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Today! Slept like a pig. Woke up at 11.30am (WOAH CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?) Then in the afternoon I watched 'Happy together' when the casts of Take Care Of the Young Lady went on the show. Eun Hye~ ohmygoodness got one part they linked the things they were talking about to ghost stories and I was nearly screaming can. The casts screamed.Cos my brother beside me mah. If he isn't beside me I'll be screaming like hell. OMG seriously scary can. Chae Won even stood up. Eun Hye dropped the towel she's holding and screamed. omg scary can.
I'm tooooo lazy to clean up my room. The books and stuffs that are not gonna be used anymore. My room is in a mess can. But, TOO LAZY! ):
Boys Over Flowers OST : My everything
Princess 3:49 PM;
Sunday, November 22, 2009
SORE THROAT. I can't have a SINGLE bite of BBQ food tomorrow I guess. SORE THROAT! ): The wedding I ATTENDED yesterday was okay luh. At first I got a feeling they will play 'Perhaps love' the GOONG OST! You know weddings play those love songs. But then, it's PERHAPS love. PERHAPS. so yeah, should be not suitable for wedding ba. LOL. I feel damn tired can. Must be because of the rain yesterday. Raining on a sunny day isn't good for health.
Princess 10:26 AM;
Saturday, November 21, 2009
HAHAHA OHMYGOODNESS I FINALLY GOT THE LINK TO EUN HYE'S 'MPLE' photos! She was modelling for 'Mple' and the photos super cute can. I can finally SMILE without acting (: LOL. THANKS APLENTY Vodya!WHEE~
Gotta attend wedding dinner later!
Princess 6:51 PM;
Friday, November 20, 2009
I'll test my acting skills on Sunday, and especially Monday.
Damn it. Seriously is it just me or is it...idk. Why am I acting endlessly? I thought I could have a break during school holidays but apparently it doesn't seems so. Damn. Damn.Damn. Someone please remind me NOT to accept Mr Ang's offer of being an exco AGAIN. Anyway I doubt he will after being so thick-skinned to ask him for $ for farewell. Oh whatever. Just remind me to REJECT it and stop being such a moron to say "Okay I'll consider". DAMN. I got a serious nag/reprimand/scolding/lecture idk what you wanna call it from Mr Ang yesterday. After around 3 minutes of nag/reprimand/scolding/lecture he said "hold on, I'll call you again later" Who knows after less than 5 mins he called again to continue his serious nag/reprimand/scolding/lecture. Conclusion, in total I had 7 minutes and 44 seconds of serious nag/reprimand/scolding/lecture. He was pissed. So was I. Pissed by my dumbness. My mum was disappointed with me. Not for the thing above, but for not getting a CLEAR view of things before dealing with $$. Not my fault actually. I was cheated again. I can just kill myself for being so naive. WAIT. CHOY! I HAVEN MET EUN HYE YET HOW CAN I KILL MYSELF? Okay I take back. I can just frigging slap myself for being so naive. I'm not praising myself for being naive FOR YOUR INFO. Damn.
Even looking at Eun Hye now will only give me a forced smile. A FORCED one.
Damn it. YOU haven't changed since then. YOU.
I realised I can't even type the things I want in MY blog. Can't private it cos it'll take ages. Shall do that when I have time. I should just tell them I'm not suitable and stop all THESE JUNK. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Was listening to perhaps love while watching their mv. That cheerful song might make me happier. Who knows it ended with Eun Hye crying. "Sheet." Somehow I succeeded in NOT crying. Well done.
I'm not a emo kid. I'm just tired of what I am. I can't believe I didn't cry after I finish this post. OH SHEET. I'M TEARING. Stop it. DAMN.
I miss my grandpa. Please DON'T forgive your granddaughter for not paying respects to you on your 2 year death anniversary. I wasn't there because I frigging forgot about it so I agreed to discuss farewell things. I'm sorry. DON'T forgive me.
I NEED TO SCREAM JAY CHOU'S SONGS OUT ESPECIALLY 'DANDELION'S PROMISE' and 'Rainbow' NOW.
Sorry mum. Sorry dad. Sorry grandpa, your pathetic granddaughter disappointed you once again.
Princess 9:52 PM;
PRINCESS
JIEYING! A girl that loves K-POP! (:
PCPS 2002-2007
CGSS 2008-2011
Saranghae
Family!
CGTT!
K-POP!
Wishes
At least 165cm!
Visit 1st Shop of Coffee Prince!
Attend Eun Hye's Fan Meetings
Attend DBSK concert
Go Korea again
Family ALL HEALTHY!
Hates
Interruptions when watching dramas
Rude people
Exams! ):