Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I've got comp tomorrow again. Chen Dan's groaning at me. Did she mention she hates life? I forgot. Haha. Please. We all lose our free wednesday for table tennis so let's just sit down under a tree and cry like there's no tomorrow okay? ^^
Chinese test was so screwed today. I was like, uh what's the passage talking about? I think I got the answers for question 2 in question 1 and all mixed up. Hopefully I'll pass and woah Woah WOAH.
OH AND CASS MUSIC DRAMA IS OUT! OMGOMG SERIOUSLY. I WENT SCREAMING AT XINTING THIS MORNING AND THEN BOTH OF US WENT SCREAMING AT MARYAM. omg Eun Hye can act well in any role! woah Woah WOAH!

I'm gonna be a happy kid. I'll try at least.
WHY ARE YOU SO PROUD.
SO WHAT IF I DO SLOWLY HUH. "EH, HOW COME YOU SO SLOW?"
YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?
OMG SERIOUSLY.

Maybe it's just me;
Yes, I've been thinking alot this weekend.
Because of the words some people said to me, I decided to be better than them. So they can stop looking down on me.
I won't use INAPPROPRIATE methods of course. Cos I'll get a retribution in the end. It'll be never ending.
The 2 years in Cedar had left me speechless. Friendship problems, stress, whatever that comes along.
I thought this year would be better, but looks it doesn't seems to be so. Some people just can't stop ruining my already-pathetic-enough life.
Have you met a person, even when you talk to her, you feel the goosebumps in your heart?
When your skin accidentally touches her, you can feel it "burning"?
I successfully stopped my tears from flowing in front of Mr Ang yesterday. Right after Pei Wen mentioned SOMETHINGS.
I know I'm not supposed, and I've no right to cry infront of people who are much more sad than I do.
Cried all the way home.
Maybe I'm just over reacting.
Cos every year it worsens the situation.
Be careful, there's a higher mountain to climb every year.
I guess this is retribution.
Irritating.
People tell me, this is the choice I've made. So am I supposed to blame MYSELF for all these.
Oh you mean blame MYSELF?
Yes.
So how, bash myself up? Knock my head onto the wall for 2138764834 times until I get into the ICU or something?
-.-"'
Everyone has their OWN problem. It's just that whether they want to show it to everyone or not.
It's hard at times to put up a brave front when you feel like punching yourself in your heart.
But I'll try.

Discipline is ALSO VERY IMPORTANT!
We DON'T only emphasize on getting the national champions ( "Gold" medals).
All these nonsense started from "Gold" medals. "Gold".

I need an injection with LUCKY SPICES in it;

Today was a disaster. Hong Pei told me to bring glue to training today. I still remembered to bring it when I was at home. When waiting for lift, my dad asked me whether did I bring my bat for training anot. I LEFT IT IN SCHOOL!
Reached school. OHMYGOODNESS. i forgot to bring glue! Messaged Hong Pei to apologised of course. And then after doing duty, I opened the cupboard to find me bat. SHEET! I LEFT IT AT HOME! -.-'". Anyhow find a bat to train with. HAISH. Mr Ang told me to write the coaches attendance down for January. I wrote 3.30pm to 6.30pm instead of 8am to 12noon for saturday. AT FIRST. So I cancelled it. and rewrite it. Thought I was correct. Handed it up to Mr Ang.(The paper is messy enough already) After a while,
Mr Ang: JIEYING! Come come come...
Me: ?!
Mr Ang: You wrote 8am to 12noon for saturdays?
Me: YARH.
Mr Ang: Isn't it 9am?
Me: HUH??
Mr Ang: Training starts at 9am for saturdays right?
Me: uh...oh...OH YARH HOR...
Mr Ang: *Very disappointed face* I didn't photocopy it...
Me: *omg-what-to-do face*
Seriously.
After training waited for Mr Ang to apologise to him. Then had a talk with him. It's so sad.
Cheer up Hong Pei and Pei Wen and Esther! ^^

I got a bad mouth. I mentioned WHO KNOWS I'LL SAY I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MATHS NEXT WEEK and now I HAVE A PROBLEM. With maths. There's like, no problem with plotting but problem with drawing. I can't seem to DRAW PROPERLY. Haish.
I yawned 9826438745249 times today while watching the C div play their match. Omg so tired.
3 days to temptation! WOOTS!

I shall dedicate some parts of this post to my junior called DUAN LIAN!
Hahaha. I know she might not read this but ANYWAY!
Omg I was so pissed during the start of training yesterday can. OMG SERIOUSLY. Pissed. So I went like, 我很生气！Then she and Chen Dan went like, 气什么？ Then I shook my head. Then after training for a while, I started smacking the table tennis balls super hard like nobody's business. Haha. I think she know I'm pissed so she suggested a SMACK HIGH BALL competition. Nice one Duan Lian. I mean it. So I had a enjoyable time smacking the balls hard and Duan Lian, being the catch-smack-high-ball pro got it back most of the time. It makes everything better. Haha. And the words she said made me laugh too. THANKS JUNIOR! BUT MUST DO DUTY NEXT TIME OKAY! ^^
I didn't see maryam for a few days so I can't update my countdown to her. >.< But I SAW HER TODAY! FINALLY! Haha for some reasons I was super happy and started smiling widely. Gao Ang thought I was crazy. hahaha omg COUNTDOWN! ^^
I somehow managed to understand physics ^^ I guess. Okay. I'm gonna do geog now. And maths too.

4 DAYS TO TEMPTATION! WOOTS!

Whatever is she trying to do to my life. I'll prove to her that I'm better. And make her speechless. Watch out.

Oh!
OMGOMG I'M ADDICTED TO SNSD'S new song. Called 'OH!' hahahhaha
Okay. So, Cass cf most probably will be released on the 7th feb. which is next sunday. 7 MORE DAYS!
And it's sunday. WHY WHY WHY.
I JUST realised I'm so lost for geog. They are gonna test us on development which is a super duper long chapter and there's many many things to memorise. Idk how many things I've highlighted that seems important to me. OMG SERIOUSLY. AND, physics I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND the refraction thingy. Sometimes the given angle on top, sometimes below. Gotta go revise it later. I haven't been practicing maths too. Though that's the subject that is okay for me now. But who knows, next week I'll be rambling on how lost I am for maths. Social Studies I don't understand Northern Island case studies. Need to read it ALL OVER AGAIN.
Next week the comps took up my FREE WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON. Aww man.

I slept at 2am on friday night! I mean, Saturday morning! Watched coffee prince special episode. ^^ Nice to the max. Got interviews and stuffs. WHEE~ Eun Hye was crying so badly when the filming ended. Um. I watched the videos alot of times already but yeah, still I felt quite sad. ): GYEH hwaiting~ Was super tired on saturday morning's training. Brain not working very well hahaha. Coach was like asking me why am I always at the last or 2nd last table during training comps. ): I broke down on the way to dinner. I GUESS I thought of all the things I need to do next week, all the revisions I need to catch up and I just started crying on the car before I knew it.
I woke up late today and rushed to class in the half-asleep mode. I was like, stoning for idk how long. Felt like my eyes are half closed. HAHAHAHA.
OH and, Happy birthday Lee Young Ae! ^^

7 DAYS TO TEMPTATION!

Have you ever got suspected by a team-mate which is one of the closest to you?

Don't try it.

It WAS a beautiful Sunday morning. I went to Kovan CC EARLY IN THE MORNING for a test. I was EXACTLY in the same state as Dae Jang Geum can. Overcoming LOTS of obstacles before taking the test. Seriously. In the end, MY morning wasn't beautiful AT ALL. Anyway, hope I pass the test! ^^
Tmr's the start of Zonal Comps! Sian to the max. Which means I'll be missing some periods of the day. WELL DONE I HATE THIS. I'll have FUN catching up.
And and. I got a sore throat plus block nose. Aftermath of eating 2 mini ice-cream cone and 1 regular ice-cream cone in a day, and the next day ANOTHER ice-cream cone, and 2 pizzas for consecutively 3 days I guess. Or isit 2. ANYWAY. I'm not taking care of my body nowadays. )):
Okay. Next week will pass quite fast I guess.
FEBRUARY HURRY UP COME.

Hi.
Dilemma totally ruined my whole week. Not really WHOLE luh. Um. half of the week.
OAC or TRAINING TRIP?
I was settled down on going for OAC on friday night, thinking nothing can change me again, when saturday Sharon came persuading me to go Training Trip. OH GOSH. Whatever happened to MY LIFE.
It's a OAC-70% Training Trip-30% thing. Okay. I'll stop this topic to stop being pissed with myself.
I held a marathon this morning, and then realised I'm still early. My hair was like, in a total mess when I walk into the room can. Embarrassing to the max.

I'M IN LOVE WITH THE SONG TIK TOK BY 2PM FEAT EUN HYE! WOAHHHH. Super nice can. Though Xin Ting said it 2137654837 times that she doesn't like it. Maryam, Beatrice likes it too. Yay. And the 1 min preview for cass cf is out ALREADY! OMGOMGOMG HOTNESS OVERLOADING! I was spazzing like mad. The whole cf will be out in February I think. WHEE~

Just let me survive until February, please.

OH AND AND. HUI FEN JIEJIE GONNA COME BACK FROM ORLANDO SOON! YAYE!



Stop copying what I say if you think that makes you cooler. You need to work harder.

stop thinking that you're not in the wrong because you don't even know that you are in the wrong while people AROUND YOU know that you're in the wrong so you can try to reflect what have you done wrong to THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU because someone else is just replacing someone else to give you a punishment SO stop feeling angry and start thinking about what you have done to HER and not HER.

Pissed.

So yeah. Morning was um. Bad at first then okay in the end. Glad it's all over. I managed to catch up with the progress. ^^

So I just saw the timetbale today. OH wow. Shan't make any comments anymore.

So yeah. School starts tomorrow.

I'm nervous for tomorrow morning. )): How!
And tomorrow I'll STILL BE SAYING : I'm nervous for tomorrow morning.
Haish. I'm always nervous. How sad can this be?

So sad.

But at least monday morning won't be as nervous as TOMORROW morning. So yeah. I'm more afraid of TOMORROW MORNING than monday morning.

Conclusion: I'm nervous for BOTH MORNINGS. DONE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Cass CF haven't come out yet! ))): It'll release in EARLY JANUARY WHICH IS BETWEEN 1ST TO 15TH JAN. Hopefully it'll release tomorrow so I can successfully resist the temptation of checking on the news after school everyday thinking *Is the CF released today? OMG I need to check!*

Training today was HAHAHHAHAHAA. Me and Esther were scared like mad cos we thought we're gonna lose the ball but in the end we won. Somehow. It's like, we're running left and right when playing with Luo Na. We dashed right and left and I even hopped twice on my right leg to chiong from left box to right box and hit the ball with my BACKHAND. YES, STANDING AT RIGHT BOX AND USING BACKHAND. Woah. I thought I was gonna either, sprain my ankle or get scolding from coach chen cos I'M USING BACKHAND when I'm OBVIOUSLY supposed to use forehand. Good thing none happened^^
OHOH. and both of us started from the last table and we're super sad. Esther was scolding my bat for being unlucky cos we ended at the last table and need to play against CHEN YING CHAO. haha. I don't know why but for some reasons coach switched us to the first table. HAHAH SO HAPPY.

OMG HOWWW. TOMORROW MORNING!!!!!! AHHHHH. GO JIEYING!

WHEE~
Eun Hye won 2 awards last night! Stood by the forum for latest updates yesterday haha. was super happy ^^ Couldn't sleep well last night. Maybe because of...

1. It was after 12am. I'm hyper.
2. Too happy that Eun Hye won 2 awards (Best Couple and Popularity Award)^^
3. Cass CF might come out today.
4. I took a nap in the afternoon.

So,IT' A NEW YEAR. Yeah. NEW year.
Quoted from my JANUARY 1,2009 post, here are my LAST YEAR'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
1)Study hard.
2)Study harder.LOL.
3) Play tabletennis better. (Oh man)
4) CIP hours more More MORE!

and apparently, sad to say,

I obviously DIDN'T achieve the 2nd point. And maybe the 1st one too. and the 4th point. OH, and I'll include the 3rd one too. Yeah. NONE is achieved. Sad case.

Okay fine. to make myself happier, I'll take it as I've achieved the 1st and the 3rd one. Seriously, I don't even know whether did I improve in tabletennis anot luh.
Studying hard. Hmm. At least I improved in my level position.

So, THIS YEAR'S new year resolutions...

1. Study hard.
2. Play table tennis better
3. Read at least a chinese book and an english book every month.
4.DON'T check on K-POP stuffs during weekdays. ONLY on weekends. (Self control jieying. CONTROL)
5. Practice piano at least once per week
6. Drink at least 2 litres of water per day
7. Workout at least 3 times per week
8. Sleep early

Okay. I'm done.
I still left half of my bao zhang bao dao to finish.

EUN HYE AND NICHKHUN = HOTNESS OVERLOAD

You don't know how much am I looking forward to Cass Beer CF which has Eun Hye and Nichkhun and Taecyeon(but I didn't see him in the cf pics) which will be shown in early Jan 2010. I went like, woah Woah WOAH when I saw the cf pics today! Just like Sandara and Min Ho it'll be a music drama OMO OMO OMO!
And I might watch KBS drama award on 31st december! ^^ OMO CAN'T WAIT!

HYPERVENTILATING! ^^ WHEE~




I really want you out of my mind.
I'm trying to hate you now.
I'm trying to be sensitive to what you said to me.
I'm trying.

I'm back.
Shall highlight this trip ^^

At wuyishan, I did physical training can. Climbed 2 mountains in a day ^^ I was singing while climbing to distract myself. Deston was super cute can omg seriously! At the 1st xiamen hotel, realised there's a software or idk what that is called, that got alot of movies and dramas and TV shows. I was so happy you know. Watched Vineyard Man^^ Sadly the hotel at wuyishan doesn't have it. ): I was praying and praying there will be one at the 2nd Xiamen hotel and OMG IT HAS! I was super happy. AGAIN. Watched Vineyard Man and Eun Hye on X-MAN the variety show. HILARIOUS.

At Fuzhou's relative house.
I haven even settle myself and JUST put down my luggage Hong Hao gave me a laptop to use for the 5 days. Thanks. Then it was DINNER. OMG I NEARLY CRIED DURING DINNER CAN. there are 18 dishes in total. 18. Some days later Hong Hao brought me around the town on his motorcycle. So cool ^^ Last day, went to watch Bodyguards and Assassin with Hong Ye, Hong Hao and my bro. Super nice can that show ^^ Hong Ye super funny when we're shopping at the mall. Her expression so cute! Last night, was super malu Malu MALU. sneaked down to the 2nd floor to return Hong Hao money for the notebooks. Creaped into his room, gonna reach the door alr..
Hong Hao: 你干嘛？
Me:*Stunned.My position is very awkward can*给你东西
Hong Hao:什么？不是钱吧？
Me:*Shakes head*手拿出来
Hong Hao: *takes out his hands*
Me:*Place the money nicely in his hands and chionged up the stairs as fast as I could, thinking that it will take a while to realised it's money cos the place is dark*
Hong Hao:喂你干吗给我钱？*Chase after me...I was gonna reach the 3rd floor alr can*
*OH YEAH. FORGOT TO TELL HIM WHAT'S THE MONEY FOR. I BET HE FORGOT ALR.*
Me：买笔记本的
Somehow he was right behind me alr. Seriously ah, I run very fast already leh. But anyway, I was trapped at a corner. Okay. I lost.
Hong Hao: 还给你，拿着。还给你，拿着。。。X 1273652378
Yeah. Idk how many times he said that.
So yeah. I lost the battle. ): Sad case.
Thanks loads 姑妈 for waking up early in the morning to cook our breakfast on the last day that meant well wishes for us.Stay healthy, really. Though I couldn't communicate with her, she held on to my hands very tightly once I got down the car on the first day. I guess I shall try to learn the dialect someday. Maybe Sharon can teach me ^^ So I can communicate with 姑妈 the next time when I go back. Not 9 years anymore, hopefully soon.

I sneezed 87632147633 times today. omg seriously. I keep on sneezing and sneezing from the mrt to the dental clinic, from dental clinic all the way back home, in the bathroom, and after eating the medicine, and now I'm still sniffing. Omg. Having a bad headache.

I gave up on finishing my homework before I go China. Packed my luggage alr ^^ OH dental today was omg. Super painful )): I was so scared that I'll sneeze halfway through or something. That would be so malu. ):
Went 'forever 21' at somerset after my dental appointment today. Went searching for clothes hahah. Spot some that Eun Hye wore in Take Care of The young lady ^^
I feel dizzy now )): Yeah. As some people might know, once I have a runny nose I'll look as if I cried or something. Yeap, my eyes are tearing )):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA NG! DONGBANG LOVES YOU!

I finally finished 2 paras for my ss homework! hahaha though not sure whether I did them correctly anot ):
Currently watching 'You're Beautiful'. These few days idk why but I'm always very high at home. I started laughing and literally going 'HA.HA.HA' while pointing to the screen WHILE watching 'You're Beautiful'. At some parts of the show luh. When I'm alone in the room. hehehe. If not my mum will think I'm crazy or something. ): The show is nice and funny. ^^
Went training yesterday night at Safra. The hall is like, super hot and stuffy can. Good thing they turn on the air-con later. ^^ I lost to my brother's friend's dad, then to one little boy, and then won an OLDER boy. I nearly started laughing while playing the last match. hahaha. saw Yu Wei laughing at the side while watching. LOL.
When playing with...I think is the little boy ba. Super nervous idk why.
Little Boy: *Serves out*
Me: *Gave the UWAH LUCKY face* (I think coach chen saw it)
My turn to serve.
Me: *Serves out*
Me: OH SHEET. *Looks at coach chen*
Coach Chen: *Gave the WHAT YOU DOING face*
I feel so wasted you know.
Then got into the usual "I'M EUN CHAN" debate with Yu Wei hahaha. Self proclaimed 2ND EDITION. ^^ And Yu Wei claims she's the 1.5 edition. RIGHT. But I'll still win. You know why. ^^

I re-watching Goong at night nowadays. Keep watching the part where Eun Hye did exercise with the hula hoop. Really I watched for I don't know how many times alr. Keep smiling to myself every time I watch it. Seriously her face is omg so cute.

9 more days to China. And I'll be back to visit my relatives after 9 YEARS.

Both my arms are aching. )):
Especially my left arm. OMG. Cos, I went to learn how to ride a bike yesterday!
And I fell. I totally forgot something called 'brake' existed. So since I JUST STARTED LEARNING, I didn't manage to go straight and went all the way to the side, good thing there isn't any drain. I mean, the drains there are those shallow shallow ones luh. Not the deep deep ones. So I fell, and like, banged my whole body to the ground across that small and shallow drain, on my right leg and arm. No wonder it aches like mad now. )): My dad was trying to stop the bike and fell too. Sorry dad. )): Good thing there isn't any deep scars. Just one on my palm and the other on my left leg.
Gotta go and learn again next week!

I started watching 'You're beautiful' already. Nice (: Shall watch 2 episodes everyday, according to my plan. ^^

Went to send my brother off at the airport for SEA Games in the morning. Was super tired. Yawned 43876213 times. Reached home at around 8am? then used the computer, thinking that I got load of time cos my dental appointment is at 10.20am. But then Mr Ang messaged me to tell me reach school at 9.30am. Okay. I'm fine with it.
So yeah. I used the computer until like, 9am, then hurriedly got ready to get out of the house. Boarded the bus and WAS LATE. As in, it's already 9.25am. So I chionged to school and up the sports hall and down again to the foyer. 9.35am. Oh lucky he not there yet. Saw Gerry and started playing the piano. Was sweating like mad. Later Vanessa Ng came to join us. Then Mr Ang came at around 9.50am.
Went dental appointment later and then stayed in school. And it started to rain. THANKS AND SORRY HEMA! Thanks for sharing the umbrella with me. Sorry for getting you wet. ): So, my phone SORT OF spoilt when I came home cos it's WET. Now okay alr. Lucky.

OH. I saw this video and Eun Hye and Man Suk sing super nice can. When they duet it's super nice omg omg.the song itself is nice too. OMG. Somemore they sang right after they won the best couple award. Seriously. So cool!

Haha I find myself so hilarious
Gues what. I was re-watching Take Care of the Young Lady just now. Just a few eps and some scenes luh.
Then I watched the one when they were at the rooftop that part. Gonna break-up soon. Yeah, I re-watched that scene again (Yes Pearlyn Ser, AGAIN). That scene was the one that I cried the most. Seriously.
So, I re-watched it again, Surprisingly I didn't cry.(I was already half way through) Was proud of myself you know. BUT once after Dong Chan said "Saranghae", it immediately zoomed to Hye Na, which is Eun Hye, crying. Really. She was crying so badly. I was looking through blogs while watching the show AND thinking 'Oh Yes I didn't cry!'. So it's like, I just went back to the window, pressed play, and the "saranghae" part came out. And before I knew it, my eyes are like, full of tears.
Haha, it's THAT influential. I'm THAT sensitive. LOL.

Next thing! I'm re-watching Goong HAHAHA. So I watched until like, around 11pm yesterday. It's not VERY late but I still don't have enough sleep. ): Woke up at 7am today for training at Chung Cheng High. I got the "Should I skip it feel" cos seriously, I'm TIRED.So yeah, met the others at TPY interchange before setting off to the school. Reached the basement training hall that might cause a heat stroke for some people cos it's SUPER times 3432876328752198369 stuffy/hot/warm there.
First match was, Idk. I wasn't really, AWAKE cos of the stuffy environment. Mind wasn't working well you see. So my opponent went like,
Girl: What's your rubber?
Me: Zhong1 Jiao1. You?
Girl: Duan3 Jiao1.
I went like, "OMG. Duan3 Jiao1 how to play uh?" Obviously I didn't SAY IT. But I think I gave the totally confused look. Good thing I got used to her rubber in the end but still, lost 2-3. Sad.
After training went Parkway Parade to eat! Then Homed.
Gonna wake up early tomorrow to send my brother off for SEA Games! And going to Cedar Primary for dental appointment and then to school to pass AND COLLECT things from Mr Ang.

JIEYING! A girl that loves K-POP! (:
PCPS 2002-2007
CGSS 2008-2011
Family!
CGTT!
K-POP!
At least 165cm!
Visit 1st Shop of Coffee Prince!
Attend Eun Hye's Fan Meetings
Attend DBSK concert
Go Korea again
Family ALL HEALTHY!
Interruptions when watching dramas
Rude people
Exams! ):


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